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[December 31, 2020 | 04:28 PM] Oh, and my blog's locked for a reason. Lotsa love. <3

[March 22, 2012 | 06:50 PM] I'm exhausted. I feel drained. With all these problems piling up one by one, I'm pretty much relapsing into what feels like 2008. There's only so much one can take.. I've been getting my headaches on a daily basis now and that's not good at all. I know I need to start somewhere but I don't know where. I'm lost. I keep trying to crawl back to the sanity of everyday loving but there's this one thing constantly pulling me back. I'm done with being afraid and dependent. So I'm right here when you want me. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

[September 11, 2009 | 05:22 PM] Anything. Blame whatever you want on me, ask me questions, but you know what? If you can talk and not wanna just say it to my face - claiming it's of no use, then it's really all right. I don't need you guys. I wouldn't go down to saying it was a waste of time knowing you all, but you know what, it was time I knew that we were all friends for fun. The fact that you're walking away without me knowing what it's about, tells me a lot as well. The fact that you can talk about the people who were once so close to you in sucha demeaning manner, tells me a lot as well. Just so you know, taking sides and getting angry for the same reason as your friend, is so secondary school. So, grow out of it. We're all already going to hell so don't act like you live a life without sin. Things you do, go blinded by yourselves. But you know what, I really don't give a flying fuck anymore. I can't constantly wanna have to please people who don't appreciate. If you think I'm bringing down my own status, then so be it. But leave me alone and don't be so anal about it. Just grow out of it and learn how to appreciate people for their differences. You think you're the perfect friend, well, just do a little searching as well. Now fuck off and never turn back. Screw apologies. Sorry's for losers anyways.

[August 25, 2009 | 12:48 AM]  EATING A LOT NEED TO FUCKING STOP!

[August 18, 2009 | 12:29 PM]  Today saw mw waking up to my alarm clock (after the longest time ever) and a cuppa coffee by my side. :) Nice start. Now, it's down to IPC for me and then past year papers practice start tomorrow. I need to clear all my modules and I will work my ass off for it. Then it's working for me starting Sept. Time to do what a normal teenager does instead of partying all the time. -.-

[August 17, 2009 | 03:54 PM] Okay, I shall clean out my closet  cos it's in a mess and 3/4 of the clothes i don't wear anymore. So right after that I shall take a very hot bath and get down to studying at the club house.

[August 15, 2009 | 12:59 AM]  Today sees me watching Hocus Pocus and tomorrow sees me watching Halloween Town, before I start on my hardcore studying for IPC, CEP and Math. Oh lord. I feel the pressure already but I will not give up my movies.

[August 13, 2009 | 07:59 PM]  I promise that today's shopping will be the last till I start working through my holis and earn my own money. I promise.

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